I've been dealing with some pesky stuff lately. And I thought I was holding it together pretty well, until I wasn't... I'm not saying any one thing broke the camel's back. It just happened, and my dependable bad ass-bravado scurried into a dark corner and could not be coaxed or bossed back (and that's saying sumpin').
Here's some of it:
1. The doctor found a lump in my breast. "Does this hurt?" she asks as she stabs and holds her finger into one tender spot. I"m a little confused. "Well, yeah, now it does," I think to myself.
2. Judy TAMPONelli has been on a 6 wks rampage over here at BB headquarters. You woulda thought I was hosting an ax murderer for the summer.
3. Which meant that I had to have a boob and vag sonogram. Did I mention I HATE procedures-or having machines driven through my personal space??? This totally weirded me out and made the lil terror monkey in my brain trip the light fantastic and run amok. The only thing that helped me keep my barely there sanity during the whole procedure was thinking that I have friends who actually pay good money for these kind of "probing procedures"-batteries not included...
And I could go on... But honestly, it's just real life happening-like it does for us all. As my grandaddy used to say, "Sometimes you get the bear. Sometimes the bear gets you." And ain't it the truth??? So, I'm sure I'll be sick of myself sooner than later and put on my big girl panties...eventually.
On the good news front: my new floors look great, and my powder room is temporarily free of boybarian pee splatter. And for now, that's ALL that matters.
Thinking of you!!! It's okay not to be a bad ass ALL of the time. Enough with the mushy stuff...Here's a quote that I thought you would enjoy that also helps me when I am overcome by a funk....."If Britney Spears can get through 2007, you can get through today."
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